It was My Fault

Why he didn't want to listen to me? Didn't even want to talk to me. I know I made a big mistake by ignoring him. But I didn't meant it. yeah I know I've being selfish yesterday. I shouldn't do that. Just imagine if you come to someone house then the owner of the house ignore you. Don't you feel some kind of 'malu'. I feel sorry for him. I shouldn't do that. If he find someone to replaced me, I will never blame him. Because I know it was my fault. Now what can I do was waiting for his forgiveness and crying in the whole night.

Lonely!!!

I feel so lonely right now.. I really want to have a BF, a BF that care about me, that love me because who I am, that love me not because I'm cute, beautiful or etc.. But because my behaviour.. Owh please I really want a BF right now..